A look within

Now yesterday i was looking at my own body behaviors and i find out an interesting thing.

I have been noticing for some time now that when i am in bed i always play with my dick.
Now there is no thoughts of sex or whatever, it just happen, i just paly with it, and it is not masturbating or something in that matter, just playing with it, put it to lean on the left, then to lean on the right, and rub it's body, but with no sexual intention, but my dick do get hard, and more often then not, i will end up jerking off the fucker anyways.

So now why do i do that...??
Is it an old programming that is deep within me, that everytime i am alone and i am in my bed my hand just happen to start moving down there where my hand and my dick will have a chat so to speak and my dick always end up loosing........lol And it seems that my dick love my right hand the most, it seems to ignore the left, there is a competition going on here between the right and the left hand. But in all this funny story here, where am i....???

It is me, or that which i call me that is accepting and allowing this to happen, and most of the time i will be using some pornography to let the right hand do it's thing.

As for today this will be done, i will not accept and allow myself to jerk of using pornography nor have pictures and thoughts of having sex with woman anymore.
I am the directive principle in this matter, and it is only i who can stop me from acting in ways that is unacceptable and that are not for what is best for all, it is selfish and also i keep on supporting the very thoughts and manifestations of woman being abused for their sexual expressions within this world, within this existence.

So if you are one just like me who is also into jerking off all the time, please give yourself a hand and come and let us walk the path together and support each other in stopping ourselves in the mids of the abuses we accept and allow within and without us.

Do the desteni i process, and participate on the desteni forum we will asisst you and support you, because most of us have already gone and is going through all what you may believe you're alone going through.

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Larry Manuela