specialness

I was talking to a friend of mine today and she was telling me about her daughter being sick and we were having a conversation about the doctors having more eyes on the budged they have to keep, because of the goverment cutting on everything, even when you do have a medical insurance, but it is still how much will it really cover when things do get really ''bad''.


But from there the conversation went on and we found ourselves talking about ''specialness''

Now i was saying to her that, if we keep on choosing people in our lives to be the special one's, everything as what you see in this world today will be continuing and will come to an end where total annihilation is the outcome, because more and more the one who is special is becoming fewer and fewer.

And suddenly it will only be you who is special and then you are going to be in war with all the others whom also consider themselves as specials........we can't all be specials here.

Lets look at all these nice special stuff we love so much.
Our countries
Our languages
Our cultures
Our traditons
Our believes
Our partners
Oor families
Our degrees
Our laws
Our rules
Our possessions
Our regulations
Our money


Our intelligence............and so on and on.....

And so we can go on and mention more, the point i am making here is that all of that has brought us right here where we are in this world today. We all wanted to have those things to be special, and what is the purpose of something being special...??  So you can feel better then others.

Specialness will always lean on the border of exclusivity and exclusivity is very limited, in the context of what life is, because life is inclusivity, all inclusive, nothing left out..!!

By the very act of having someone or something in your life and to give that a value of being a special someone or something, you have in that very act disregarded life completely, you have than stateted that only some parts of life should have some value for you, and the value you choose to give it.

If i love my children above all children in this world, the so-called love i have for my children is a love of exclusivity and will be a love that is limited, so in that regard will disregard the rest of the children in this world, because they are not in my inclusion of being special children to me.

So specialness is pure greed, and selfishness.

I wonder what will happen if life decided to choose some factions of itself as special...???
Would those whom are not special still exist then...??

Furtunately life does not choose to be life, life is just life it is what it is and nothing more or less.

This life debate and life-awareness will someday come to be our real expression, our children will live this life-awareness, and i am certaintly making sure that, that would be a possibility for them.
 Because in this life-awareness, you live life as life itself, you are expressing that which you are for real, with everything else that is also life as you are, the forms may differ, but life as the manifested forms is and will always be the same.

Thanks.



Larry Manuela