Not going to work today

Today i woke up and really didn't wanted to go to work, so i decided to not go to work today.
Now the problem with all this is the following:

I placed myself into a situation where i had to lie.
Now the lie was about me telling them that i cannot come in to work today, because i am feeling sick.
I was not sick at all, i was just tired and bored of the job and felt i needed a time out of at least a day.

So i lied.

Tomoorrow i will going back in, and i will talk to the woman i called to tell her why i really stayed at home.
Because of me knowing what i have to do, and knowing also that i did lie, so the corrective action would be to correct what i did in real physical living.
Tomorrow when i go back at work i will be talking and explaining the reason of why i did not appear on my job, no matter what.


Self-forgiveness statements:

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to lie because of me having fear of loosing the only temporarely job that i have currently.
I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to lie to onter being as me.
I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to not will myuself to say the truth of me when the moment presented itself.
I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to connect fear of me loosing my job to influence me to lie.
I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to have taken a decision that implies self-interest, due to my fear of survival.
I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to let myself be powerless in the faxce of my own fears.



Thanks.

I will tell you guys what happened after i talked to the woman at work that i called and lied about that i was sick, tomorrow.



Larry Manuela.