Now today at work as i was doing my job as normal, as what is it to be done, i heard something today from a co-worker, he was discussing something about work with another worker and he told him: '' well with Larry i have no problems, he never complains and says he is tired or whatever or that he didn't sleep well yesterday and things like that.''
that made me wonder a little about myself. And the truth is, that i can see that it is so, i really never complain about anything, it is also because i see no reason to do so, everything is just fine with me when i am doing my job , if there is a problem with the machines i just call those who have to fix it and that is it, i don't complain about the machine not working properly and stuff like that, because it is just something that happens now and then, nothing out of the ordinary. If they ask me to do something to help them so i can make their work easier for them i do so, because i see it as we have to do it together, i can't say; no, when i see that it is much more difficult for one person to the job, so i give them a hand, even though it is not really part of the job that i was signed for. And i can also see, that because of that when i need some help people are always eager to help me, because they know that i did the same for them already, i don't even have to ask. this does make me feel good about myself a little. Then an incident happened when we went to work on the machine we had a problem with the sensors, it appeared to not working well, and i went to the office myself to call the technician, because the one who was operating the machine, i could not see her. After i have done this and she asked me when i was back, what was going on and why the machine is put on stop i told her the problem and also told her that i already told the technician about the problem, but she than became a little angry and she told me that, that is her job,my job is to tell her what is wrong and if she can't handle it, she is then the one who must go to the technician. i just after she said that told her: ''o.k.''......but i already did it and it wasn't a big deal it is nothing to be worrying about.
But what i was thinking at that moment was: '' yes, but you never fix anything, you always call the others to fix everything for you, so why should i call you, just for you to go and call the technician...??, to much time in doing all that, so i just walk to the technician myself.''
Why do people always do so difficult about things that are insignificant..??
Self-forgiveness statements:
I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to let myself wonder in thought, of how others may perceive me to be and act.
I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to take pride in myself because of me helping others.
I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to feel good about myself, just because i helped some of my colleagues.
I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to judge my colleague at work and say to myself within myself: yes, but you never fix anything, you always call the others to fix everything for you, so why should i call you, just for you to go and call the technician....?? to much time in doing all that, so i just walk to the technician myself.''
I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to connect the thought: why do people always do so difficult about things that are insignificant...?? to exist as me within me as me.
O.k. that was it for today.
Bye bye....
Larry MAnuela
Thursday, 10 March 2011
Wednesday, 9 March 2011
my back chattings.
I am going to write starting of from this day on in another way, with this i mean i am going to give you the complete unfolding of what it is i am chatting about with me myself and i, and i will be using the exact words as i was thinking them, chatting within .
I woke up today and as i was standing in front of the mirror i start talking to myself and i was saying to myself: '' what the fuck Larry,what are you doing, you are so stupid to not be standing for life, you're a coward, someone who says one thing but yet can't proof to themselves that they can do it.''
Look at what we do here on this planet, why can't we see that we are doing this and change ourselves and start anew, and with anew i mean nothing of what was before must be anymore,it must not exist in this world, in the entire existence. Why are you talking to yourself man, WTF is wrong with you, you see i am much more powerful than you are, do you know who you are, look in the mirror is that it....???
Look at your life,WTF are you doing man, you can't even do one simple thing.
Look at all the fuckers here on this planet all as stupid as you are, they can't do one simple thing and that is to live..........haven't you ever ask yourself why the fuck your asking questions...??? The moment your asking questions means that you're not living and are not equal and one with life. And how the fuck can you forget that you are life, can you explain this bullshit to me, that is being talked over and over again and again....?? Maybe you never really lived, because if you really have lived, you would not be deceived in no ways whatsoever. It is like your breath here, no one can deceive you in believing or whatever that your breath is not your breath because even when you are not aware of every breath, you are still aware indirectly that you are breathing, because if you don't you're fucked.
Why don't people listen to the message, that we are abusers, we are rapers, we are deceivers, we are liars,we are killers, we are rich fuckers, we are poor, we are really happy when we are a little kid, and happy when we got money when we are grown-ups, we are sad, we are suffering, we are sex maniacs, we are robbers, we are light workers, we are religious,we are spiritualists, we are good, we are bad, we are sick, we are healthy for a while, we die, we so-called live, we believe in shit, we eat, we sleep, we dream, we walk, we talk,we smile, we laugh,we cry, we go to war, we ''fight'' for peace,we have homes to live in and we have no homes to live in, we have clean water, and no clean water, we argue, we discuss things, we play many characters, we party, we have children, we go to school, we buy shit, we dance, we paint, we become doctors and lawyers, we are policemen, we are countrymen, we are praying, we are meditating, we are watching movies, we are singing, we are on vacation, we are working, we are on pensions, we are getting old, we are growing, we are big, we are small, we are; thin, slim, fat,ugly, beautiful, sexy, we are good mannered, we are bad mannered, we pee, we poop, we have cancer, we have aids, we have sexual diseases, we fly in airplanes, we are buried when we die, we are burnt when we die, we eat sweets, we eat salt, we eat bitter, we are inventing things we find, nothing new, just we now have become aware of something that is already here, we are geniuses, we are stupid as hell, we are mentally retarded, we are handicap, we are men, we are children, we are women, we are teenagers, we are using money, we are govern, we elect some stupid fucker to organize our lives for us, we revolt, we corporate, we industrialize everything, we destroy everything, we talk a lot about love, we beat our children, we throw a party for them when they have a birthday, we molest, we are mean, we are nice, we are gay, we are lesbians, we masturbate, we have SM, we have fetish, we collect things, we build things,we swim ,we bungy-jump, We are egotistical fuckers, we love to win, we play sports, we don't want to loose, we are married, we are divorced, we are single, we are swingers, we speak different languages, we talk about our history that is known to us, we read books, we believe stories, we are writers, we hallucinate, we are separated in many ways, we curse, we believe in aliens,we believe in conspiracies, we are elites, we are middle class if that still exists, we are fearful, we are deluded, we illusionists, we are baggers,we are criminals and we are fair and we are unfair, we drive cars, motorcycles, we go to restaurants,we eat junk food, we take medicine, we take drugs, we drink alcohol, we smoke cigarette, we eat mushrooms, we fart, we shave all kinds of hairs,we chat, we msn, we google, we are on social networks, we play... .......and so on and on...... but all this, are we not doing it together...??? Is not all individual participating making all this a reality for us all here....?? I am asking you: where the fuck is all this happening...??
Haven't you had enough of that old same bullshit, look what you thought there, look at your world is that it, is that all the shit you can come up with to express in life as life. Look at that stuff, do you see anything new...?? Is this it Larry, is this all you have come here to do to express as...??
Are you not tired of the same old stuff, or are you also as stupid as all, who are saying: ''what else is there for us to do.??''
Come on man you can do it, see if you can stop me...?? Breathe more fucker...!!!!
Self-forgiveness statements:
I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to talk to myself as if there is another one or one's within me talking to me, the one who is listening and hearing.
I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to connect judgement within me as to me having the thought: '' what the fuck Larry,what are you doing, you are so stupid to not be standing for life, you're a coward, someone who says one thing but yet can't proof to themselves that they can do it.''
I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to let myself into mind chatting.
I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to let myself to only see myself and others as me in knowledge and informations alone instead of me talking responsibility towards my own participation in this world in this existence.
I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to talk to myself as if i am very serious and the conversation is with an actual real being inside me.
I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to curse a lot when i am talking to myself, because i am feeling and getting frustrated on myself for not taking self-responsibility for my own actions in this world in this reality in this existence.
I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to call others as me as fuckers.
I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to categorize a bunch of things we do on this planet as examples of what we do and don't do.
I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to state that i am tired of this bullshit that we are doing here.
I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to utter the words:'' come on man, you can do it, see if you can stop me..??? Breathe more fucker to exist within me as me.
O.k. thank you. That is it for now.
Larry Manuela
I woke up today and as i was standing in front of the mirror i start talking to myself and i was saying to myself: '' what the fuck Larry,what are you doing, you are so stupid to not be standing for life, you're a coward, someone who says one thing but yet can't proof to themselves that they can do it.''
Look at what we do here on this planet, why can't we see that we are doing this and change ourselves and start anew, and with anew i mean nothing of what was before must be anymore,it must not exist in this world, in the entire existence. Why are you talking to yourself man, WTF is wrong with you, you see i am much more powerful than you are, do you know who you are, look in the mirror is that it....???
Look at your life,WTF are you doing man, you can't even do one simple thing.
Look at all the fuckers here on this planet all as stupid as you are, they can't do one simple thing and that is to live..........haven't you ever ask yourself why the fuck your asking questions...??? The moment your asking questions means that you're not living and are not equal and one with life. And how the fuck can you forget that you are life, can you explain this bullshit to me, that is being talked over and over again and again....?? Maybe you never really lived, because if you really have lived, you would not be deceived in no ways whatsoever. It is like your breath here, no one can deceive you in believing or whatever that your breath is not your breath because even when you are not aware of every breath, you are still aware indirectly that you are breathing, because if you don't you're fucked.
Why don't people listen to the message, that we are abusers, we are rapers, we are deceivers, we are liars,we are killers, we are rich fuckers, we are poor, we are really happy when we are a little kid, and happy when we got money when we are grown-ups, we are sad, we are suffering, we are sex maniacs, we are robbers, we are light workers, we are religious,we are spiritualists, we are good, we are bad, we are sick, we are healthy for a while, we die, we so-called live, we believe in shit, we eat, we sleep, we dream, we walk, we talk,we smile, we laugh,we cry, we go to war, we ''fight'' for peace,we have homes to live in and we have no homes to live in, we have clean water, and no clean water, we argue, we discuss things, we play many characters, we party, we have children, we go to school, we buy shit, we dance, we paint, we become doctors and lawyers, we are policemen, we are countrymen, we are praying, we are meditating, we are watching movies, we are singing, we are on vacation, we are working, we are on pensions, we are getting old, we are growing, we are big, we are small, we are; thin, slim, fat,ugly, beautiful, sexy, we are good mannered, we are bad mannered, we pee, we poop, we have cancer, we have aids, we have sexual diseases, we fly in airplanes, we are buried when we die, we are burnt when we die, we eat sweets, we eat salt, we eat bitter, we are inventing things we find, nothing new, just we now have become aware of something that is already here, we are geniuses, we are stupid as hell, we are mentally retarded, we are handicap, we are men, we are children, we are women, we are teenagers, we are using money, we are govern, we elect some stupid fucker to organize our lives for us, we revolt, we corporate, we industrialize everything, we destroy everything, we talk a lot about love, we beat our children, we throw a party for them when they have a birthday, we molest, we are mean, we are nice, we are gay, we are lesbians, we masturbate, we have SM, we have fetish, we collect things, we build things,we swim ,we bungy-jump, We are egotistical fuckers, we love to win, we play sports, we don't want to loose, we are married, we are divorced, we are single, we are swingers, we speak different languages, we talk about our history that is known to us, we read books, we believe stories, we are writers, we hallucinate, we are separated in many ways, we curse, we believe in aliens,we believe in conspiracies, we are elites, we are middle class if that still exists, we are fearful, we are deluded, we illusionists, we are baggers,we are criminals and we are fair and we are unfair, we drive cars, motorcycles, we go to restaurants,we eat junk food, we take medicine, we take drugs, we drink alcohol, we smoke cigarette, we eat mushrooms, we fart, we shave all kinds of hairs,we chat, we msn, we google, we are on social networks, we play... .......and so on and on...... but all this, are we not doing it together...??? Is not all individual participating making all this a reality for us all here....?? I am asking you: where the fuck is all this happening...??
Haven't you had enough of that old same bullshit, look what you thought there, look at your world is that it, is that all the shit you can come up with to express in life as life. Look at that stuff, do you see anything new...?? Is this it Larry, is this all you have come here to do to express as...??
Are you not tired of the same old stuff, or are you also as stupid as all, who are saying: ''what else is there for us to do.??''
Come on man you can do it, see if you can stop me...?? Breathe more fucker...!!!!
Self-forgiveness statements:
I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to talk to myself as if there is another one or one's within me talking to me, the one who is listening and hearing.
I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to connect judgement within me as to me having the thought: '' what the fuck Larry,what are you doing, you are so stupid to not be standing for life, you're a coward, someone who says one thing but yet can't proof to themselves that they can do it.''
I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to let myself into mind chatting.
I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to let myself to only see myself and others as me in knowledge and informations alone instead of me talking responsibility towards my own participation in this world in this existence.
I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to talk to myself as if i am very serious and the conversation is with an actual real being inside me.
I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to curse a lot when i am talking to myself, because i am feeling and getting frustrated on myself for not taking self-responsibility for my own actions in this world in this reality in this existence.
I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to call others as me as fuckers.
I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to categorize a bunch of things we do on this planet as examples of what we do and don't do.
I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to state that i am tired of this bullshit that we are doing here.
I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to utter the words:'' come on man, you can do it, see if you can stop me..??? Breathe more fucker to exist within me as me.
O.k. thank you. That is it for now.
Larry Manuela
my back chattings.
I am going to write starting of from this day on in another way, with this i mean i am going to give you the complete unfolding of what it is i am chatting about with me myself and i, and i will be using the exact words as i was thinking them, chatting within .
I woke up today and as i was standing in front of the mirror i start talking to myself and i was saying to myself: '' what the fuck Larry,what are you doing, you are so stupid to not be standing for life, you're a coward, someone who says one thing but yet can't proof to themselves that they can do it.''
Look at what we do here on this planet, why can't we see that we are doing this and change ourselves and start anew, and with anew i mean nothing of what was before must be anymore,it must not exist in this world, in the entire existence. Why are you talking to yourself man, WTF is wrong with you, you see i am much more powerful than you are, do you know who you are, look in the mirror is that it....???
Look at your life,WTF are you doing man, you can't even do one simple thing.
Look at all the fuckers here on this planet all as stupid as you are, they can't do one simple thing and that is to live..........haven't you ever ask yourself why the fuck your asking questions...??? The moment your asking questions means that you're not living and are not equal and one with life. And how the fuck can you forget that you are life, can you explain this bullshit to me, that is being talked over and over again and again....?? Maybe you never really lived, because if you really have lived, you would not be deceived in no ways whatsoever. It is like your breath here, no one can deceive you in believing or whatever that your breath is not your breath because even when you are not aware of every breath, you are still aware indirectly that you are breathing, because if you don't you're fucked.
Why don't people listen to the message, that we are abusers, we are rapers, we are deceivers, we are liars,we are killers, we are rich fuckers, we are poor, we are really happy when we are a little kid, and happy when we got money when we are grown-ups, we are sad, we are suffering, we are sex maniacs, we are robbers, we are light workers, we are religious,we are spiritualists, we are good, we are bad, we are sick, we are healthy for a while, we die, we so-called live, we believe in shit, we eat, we sleep, we dream, we walk, we talk,we smile, we laugh,we cry, we go to war, we ''fight'' for peace,we have homes to live in and we have no homes to live in, we have clean water, and no clean water, we argue, we discuss things, we play many characters, we party, we have children, we go to school, we buy shit, we dance, we paint, we become doctors and lawyers, we are policemen, we are countrymen, we are praying, we are meditating, we are watching movies, we are singing, we are on vacation, we are working, we are on pensions, we are getting old, we are growing, we are big, we are small, we are; thin, slim, fat,ugly, beautiful, sexy, we are good mannered, we are bad mannered, we pee, we poop, we have cancer, we have aids, we have sexual diseases, we fly in airplanes, we are buried when we die, we are burnt when we die, we eat sweets, we eat salt, we eat bitter, we are inventing things we find, nothing new, just we now have become aware of something that is already here, we are geniuses, we are stupid as hell, we are mentally retarded, we are handicap, we are men, we are children, we are women, we are teenagers, we are using money, we are govern, we elect some stupid fucker to organize our lives for us, we revolt, we corporate, we industrialize everything, we destroy everything, we talk a lot about love, we beat our children, we throw a party for them when they have a birthday, we molest, we are mean, we are nice, we are gay, we are lesbians, we masturbate, we have SM, we have fetish, we collect things, we build things,we swim ,we bungy-jump, We are egotistical fuckers, we love to win, we play sports, we don't want to loose, we are married, we are divorced, we are single, we are swingers, we speak different languages, we talk about our history that is known to us, we read books, we believe stories, we are writers, we hallucinate, we are separated in many ways, we curse, we believe in aliens,we believe in conspiracies, we are elites, we are middle class if that still exists, we are fearful, we are deluded, we illusionists, we are baggers,we are criminals and we are fair and we are unfair, we drive cars, motorcycles, we go to restaurants,we eat junk food, we take medicine, we take drugs, we drink alcohol, we smoke cigarette, we eat mushrooms, we fart, we shave all kinds of hairs,we chat, we msn, we google, we are on social networks, we play... .......and so on and on...... but all this, are we not doing it together...??? Is not all individual participating making all this a reality for us all here....?? I am asking you: where the fuck is all this happening...??
Haven't you had enough of that old same bullshit, look what you thought there, look at your world is that it, is that all the shit you can come up with to express in life as life. Look at that stuff, do you see anything new...?? Is this it Larry, is this all you have come here to do to express as...??
Are you not tired of the same old stuff, or are you also as stupid as all, who are saying: ''what else is there for us to do.??''
Come on man you can do it, see if you can stop me...?? Breathe more fucker...!!!!
Self-forgiveness statements:
I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to talk to myself as if there is another one or one's within me talking to me, the one who is listening and hearing.
I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to connect judgement within me as to me having the thought: '' what the fuck Larry,what are you doing, you are so stupid to not be standing for life, you're a coward, someone who says one thing but yet can't proof to themselves that they can do it.''
I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to let myself into mind chatting.
I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to let myself to only see myself and others as me in knowledge and informations alone instead of me talking responsibility towards my own participation in this world in this existence.
I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to talk to myself as if i am very serious and the conversation is with an actual real being inside me.
I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to curse a lot when i am talking to myself, because i am feeling and getting frustrated on myself for not taking self-responsibility for my own actions in this world in this reality in this existence.
I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to call others as me as fuckers.
I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to categorize a bunch of things we do on this planet as examples of what we do and don't do.
I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to state that i am tired of this bullshit that we are doing here.
I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to utter the words:'' come on man, you can do it, see if you can stop me..??? Breathe more fucker to exist within me as me.
O.k. thank you. That is it for now.
Larry Manuela
I woke up today and as i was standing in front of the mirror i start talking to myself and i was saying to myself: '' what the fuck Larry,what are you doing, you are so stupid to not be standing for life, you're a coward, someone who says one thing but yet can't proof to themselves that they can do it.''
Look at what we do here on this planet, why can't we see that we are doing this and change ourselves and start anew, and with anew i mean nothing of what was before must be anymore,it must not exist in this world, in the entire existence. Why are you talking to yourself man, WTF is wrong with you, you see i am much more powerful than you are, do you know who you are, look in the mirror is that it....???
Look at your life,WTF are you doing man, you can't even do one simple thing.
Look at all the fuckers here on this planet all as stupid as you are, they can't do one simple thing and that is to live..........haven't you ever ask yourself why the fuck your asking questions...??? The moment your asking questions means that you're not living and are not equal and one with life. And how the fuck can you forget that you are life, can you explain this bullshit to me, that is being talked over and over again and again....?? Maybe you never really lived, because if you really have lived, you would not be deceived in no ways whatsoever. It is like your breath here, no one can deceive you in believing or whatever that your breath is not your breath because even when you are not aware of every breath, you are still aware indirectly that you are breathing, because if you don't you're fucked.
Why don't people listen to the message, that we are abusers, we are rapers, we are deceivers, we are liars,we are killers, we are rich fuckers, we are poor, we are really happy when we are a little kid, and happy when we got money when we are grown-ups, we are sad, we are suffering, we are sex maniacs, we are robbers, we are light workers, we are religious,we are spiritualists, we are good, we are bad, we are sick, we are healthy for a while, we die, we so-called live, we believe in shit, we eat, we sleep, we dream, we walk, we talk,we smile, we laugh,we cry, we go to war, we ''fight'' for peace,we have homes to live in and we have no homes to live in, we have clean water, and no clean water, we argue, we discuss things, we play many characters, we party, we have children, we go to school, we buy shit, we dance, we paint, we become doctors and lawyers, we are policemen, we are countrymen, we are praying, we are meditating, we are watching movies, we are singing, we are on vacation, we are working, we are on pensions, we are getting old, we are growing, we are big, we are small, we are; thin, slim, fat,ugly, beautiful, sexy, we are good mannered, we are bad mannered, we pee, we poop, we have cancer, we have aids, we have sexual diseases, we fly in airplanes, we are buried when we die, we are burnt when we die, we eat sweets, we eat salt, we eat bitter, we are inventing things we find, nothing new, just we now have become aware of something that is already here, we are geniuses, we are stupid as hell, we are mentally retarded, we are handicap, we are men, we are children, we are women, we are teenagers, we are using money, we are govern, we elect some stupid fucker to organize our lives for us, we revolt, we corporate, we industrialize everything, we destroy everything, we talk a lot about love, we beat our children, we throw a party for them when they have a birthday, we molest, we are mean, we are nice, we are gay, we are lesbians, we masturbate, we have SM, we have fetish, we collect things, we build things,we swim ,we bungy-jump, We are egotistical fuckers, we love to win, we play sports, we don't want to loose, we are married, we are divorced, we are single, we are swingers, we speak different languages, we talk about our history that is known to us, we read books, we believe stories, we are writers, we hallucinate, we are separated in many ways, we curse, we believe in aliens,we believe in conspiracies, we are elites, we are middle class if that still exists, we are fearful, we are deluded, we illusionists, we are baggers,we are criminals and we are fair and we are unfair, we drive cars, motorcycles, we go to restaurants,we eat junk food, we take medicine, we take drugs, we drink alcohol, we smoke cigarette, we eat mushrooms, we fart, we shave all kinds of hairs,we chat, we msn, we google, we are on social networks, we play... .......and so on and on...... but all this, are we not doing it together...??? Is not all individual participating making all this a reality for us all here....?? I am asking you: where the fuck is all this happening...??
Haven't you had enough of that old same bullshit, look what you thought there, look at your world is that it, is that all the shit you can come up with to express in life as life. Look at that stuff, do you see anything new...?? Is this it Larry, is this all you have come here to do to express as...??
Are you not tired of the same old stuff, or are you also as stupid as all, who are saying: ''what else is there for us to do.??''
Come on man you can do it, see if you can stop me...?? Breathe more fucker...!!!!
Self-forgiveness statements:
I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to talk to myself as if there is another one or one's within me talking to me, the one who is listening and hearing.
I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to connect judgement within me as to me having the thought: '' what the fuck Larry,what are you doing, you are so stupid to not be standing for life, you're a coward, someone who says one thing but yet can't proof to themselves that they can do it.''
I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to let myself into mind chatting.
I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to let myself to only see myself and others as me in knowledge and informations alone instead of me talking responsibility towards my own participation in this world in this existence.
I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to talk to myself as if i am very serious and the conversation is with an actual real being inside me.
I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to curse a lot when i am talking to myself, because i am feeling and getting frustrated on myself for not taking self-responsibility for my own actions in this world in this reality in this existence.
I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to call others as me as fuckers.
I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to categorize a bunch of things we do on this planet as examples of what we do and don't do.
I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to state that i am tired of this bullshit that we are doing here.
I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to utter the words:'' come on man, you can do it, see if you can stop me..??? Breathe more fucker to exist within me as me.
O.k. thank you. That is it for now.
Larry Manuela
Saturday, 19 February 2011
self-forgiveness process
When i was walking today,in front of me were walking 3 girls and i could see their skin coming out. And i was had the thought of waaw their skin looks fabulous.
I forgive myself for accepting and allowing the thought: '' waaw their skin looks fabulous.'' to exist within me and as me.
I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to- through participation in the thought: ''waaw their skin looks fabulous.'' become aroused.
I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to direct myself-created arousal in participation of the thought: ''waaw their skin looks fabulous.'' towards the 3 girls, using their skin-looks for the experience of arousal within myself that i actually self-created.
I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to connect arousal within me as to me having the thought: ''waaw their skin looks fabulous.''
I forgive myself for accepting and allowing arousal to exist as a trigger-point which triggers the thought: ''waaw their skin looks fabulous.''
I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to desire/want sex.
I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to desire/want sex to exist within and as me.
I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to connect the thought:''waaw their skin looks fabulous to an emotional experience of disappointment and fear of not getting sex.
I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to participate in an emotional experience of disappointment and fear of not getting sex.
I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to go into an emotional experience of disappointment and fear of not getting sex, because i realize that i am practically able at the moment to manifest an experience of me getting sex to satisfied my desire for orgasm.
I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to be disappointed because i realize that there is no quick solution that will make everything better and will solve the problem of me not getting sex.
I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to be disappointed because i don't want to face my reality.
I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to desire a quick solution to simply make everything better and solve the problem of me not getting sex, because i don't want to face my current reality.
I foirgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to refuse to face my current reality but instead want to escape within my thoughts and emotions where i don't have to take self-responsibility.
o.k. bye bye...
Larry Manuela
I forgive myself for accepting and allowing the thought: '' waaw their skin looks fabulous.'' to exist within me and as me.
I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to- through participation in the thought: ''waaw their skin looks fabulous.'' become aroused.
I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to direct myself-created arousal in participation of the thought: ''waaw their skin looks fabulous.'' towards the 3 girls, using their skin-looks for the experience of arousal within myself that i actually self-created.
I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to connect arousal within me as to me having the thought: ''waaw their skin looks fabulous.''
I forgive myself for accepting and allowing arousal to exist as a trigger-point which triggers the thought: ''waaw their skin looks fabulous.''
I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to desire/want sex.
I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to desire/want sex to exist within and as me.
I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to connect the thought:''waaw their skin looks fabulous to an emotional experience of disappointment and fear of not getting sex.
I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to participate in an emotional experience of disappointment and fear of not getting sex.
I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to go into an emotional experience of disappointment and fear of not getting sex, because i realize that i am practically able at the moment to manifest an experience of me getting sex to satisfied my desire for orgasm.
I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to be disappointed because i realize that there is no quick solution that will make everything better and will solve the problem of me not getting sex.
I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to be disappointed because i don't want to face my reality.
I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to desire a quick solution to simply make everything better and solve the problem of me not getting sex, because i don't want to face my current reality.
I foirgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to refuse to face my current reality but instead want to escape within my thoughts and emotions where i don't have to take self-responsibility.
o.k. bye bye...
Larry Manuela
Sunday, 6 February 2011
just 2 thoughts
Hi everyone.
Now i am going to write in another manner today and starting as of now as being more specific in my writing to direct myself to see me in my writing and to see the points that are linked to each other within my writings.
I had the thought at work, and it was as follows;
I don't have the sufficient amount of money to take care of my children, and on top of all that my, ex. goes and does things that can make things even much more difficult then it already is, for herself, the children and me.
Now i am going to do self-forgiveness on this thought immediately.
I forgive myself for accepting and allowing the thought:'' i don't have the sufficient amount of money to take care of my children, and on top of all that, my ex. goes and does things that can make things even much more difficult then it already is, for herself, the children and me.'' to exist within me and as me.
I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to- through participation within the thought:'' i don't have the sufficient amount of money to take care of my children, and on top of all that, my ex. goes and does things that can make things even much more difficult then it already is, for herself, the children and me.'' become angry.
I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to direct myself-created anger in participation of the thought::'' i don't have the sufficient amount of money to take care of my children, and on top of all that, my ex. goes and does things that can make things even much more difficult then it already is, for herself, the children and me.'' towards my ex-girlfriend, blaming my ex-girlfriend for the experience of anger within myself that i actually self-created.
I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to connect boredom within me as to me having the thought:'' i don't have the sufficient amount of money to take care of my children, and on top of all that, my ex. goes and does things that can make things even much more difficult then it already is, for herself, the children and me.''
I forgive myself for accepting and allowing boredom to exist as a trigger point within me,which triggers the thought:'' i don't have the sufficient amount of money to take care of my children, and on top of all that, my ex. goes and does things that can make things even much more difficult then it already is, for herself, the children and me.''
I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to desire/want money.
I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to desire/want money to exist within and as me.
I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to connect the thought:'' i don't have the sufficient amount of money to take care of my children, and on top of all that, my ex. goes and does things that can make things even much more difficult then it already is, for herself, the children and me.'' to an emotional experience of disappointment, and fear of not having enough.
I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to participate in an emotional experience of disappointment and fear of not having enough.
I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to go into an emotional experience of disappointment and fear of not having enough because i realize that i am not practically able at the moment to manifest the money that is required for me to survive and take care of my children as i am willing to do.
I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to be disappointed because i realize that that there is no quick solution that will make everything better and will solve the problem of not having enough money.
I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to be disappointed because i don't want to face my reality.
I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to desire a quick solution to simply make everything better and solve the problem of me not having enough money because i don't want to face my current reality.
I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to refuse to face my current reality, but instead want to escape within my thoughts and emotions of boredom where i don't have to take self-responsibility.
another thought manifestation:
'' if i eat meat i see and experience my excretion to be harder, then when i do not eat meat.''
I forgive myself for accepting and allowing the thought:'' if i eat meat i see and experience my excretion to be harder, then when i do not eat meat.'' to exist within me and as me.
I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to through participation within the thought: '' if i eat meat i see and experience my excretion to be harder, then when i do not eat meat.'' become afraid.
I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to direct myself - created fear in participation of the thought:'' if i eat meat i see and experience my excretion to be harder, then when i do not eat meat.'' towards myself, blaming myself for the experience of fear within myself that i actually self-created.
I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to connect abuse within me as to me having the thought:'' if i eat meat i see and experience my excretion to be harder, then when i do not eat meat.''
I forgive myself for accepting and allowing abuse to exist as a trigger point within me, which triggers the thought:'' if i eat meat i see and experience my excretion to be harder, then when i do not eat meat.''
I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to desire/want not to eat meat.
I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to desire/want not to eat meat to exist within and as me.
I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to connect the thought:'' if i eat meat i see and experience my excretion to be harder, then when i do not eat meat.'' to an emotional experience of resentment.
I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to participate in an emotional experience of resentment.
I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to go into an emotional experience of resentment, because i realized that i am not practically at the moment able to manifest a reality where meat cannot be eaten and does not have to be eaten for me to live.
I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to be resentful, because i realize that there is no quick solution to the problem of killing another living being in order for another to live here.
I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to be resentful, because i don't want to face my reality.
I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to desire/want a quick solution to simply make everything better and solve the problem of killing another to survive, because i don't want to face my current reality.
I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to refuse to face my current reality, but instead want to escape within just maybe stop eating meat, thinking and believing that this will solve the problem of killing another in order to survive.
O.k.that was it for now....
Bye bye...
Larry Manuela
Now i am going to write in another manner today and starting as of now as being more specific in my writing to direct myself to see me in my writing and to see the points that are linked to each other within my writings.
I had the thought at work, and it was as follows;
I don't have the sufficient amount of money to take care of my children, and on top of all that my, ex. goes and does things that can make things even much more difficult then it already is, for herself, the children and me.
Now i am going to do self-forgiveness on this thought immediately.
I forgive myself for accepting and allowing the thought:'' i don't have the sufficient amount of money to take care of my children, and on top of all that, my ex. goes and does things that can make things even much more difficult then it already is, for herself, the children and me.'' to exist within me and as me.
I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to- through participation within the thought:'' i don't have the sufficient amount of money to take care of my children, and on top of all that, my ex. goes and does things that can make things even much more difficult then it already is, for herself, the children and me.'' become angry.
I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to direct myself-created anger in participation of the thought::'' i don't have the sufficient amount of money to take care of my children, and on top of all that, my ex. goes and does things that can make things even much more difficult then it already is, for herself, the children and me.'' towards my ex-girlfriend, blaming my ex-girlfriend for the experience of anger within myself that i actually self-created.
I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to connect boredom within me as to me having the thought:'' i don't have the sufficient amount of money to take care of my children, and on top of all that, my ex. goes and does things that can make things even much more difficult then it already is, for herself, the children and me.''
I forgive myself for accepting and allowing boredom to exist as a trigger point within me,which triggers the thought:'' i don't have the sufficient amount of money to take care of my children, and on top of all that, my ex. goes and does things that can make things even much more difficult then it already is, for herself, the children and me.''
I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to desire/want money.
I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to desire/want money to exist within and as me.
I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to connect the thought:'' i don't have the sufficient amount of money to take care of my children, and on top of all that, my ex. goes and does things that can make things even much more difficult then it already is, for herself, the children and me.'' to an emotional experience of disappointment, and fear of not having enough.
I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to participate in an emotional experience of disappointment and fear of not having enough.
I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to go into an emotional experience of disappointment and fear of not having enough because i realize that i am not practically able at the moment to manifest the money that is required for me to survive and take care of my children as i am willing to do.
I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to be disappointed because i realize that that there is no quick solution that will make everything better and will solve the problem of not having enough money.
I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to be disappointed because i don't want to face my reality.
I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to desire a quick solution to simply make everything better and solve the problem of me not having enough money because i don't want to face my current reality.
I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to refuse to face my current reality, but instead want to escape within my thoughts and emotions of boredom where i don't have to take self-responsibility.
another thought manifestation:
'' if i eat meat i see and experience my excretion to be harder, then when i do not eat meat.''
I forgive myself for accepting and allowing the thought:'' if i eat meat i see and experience my excretion to be harder, then when i do not eat meat.'' to exist within me and as me.
I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to through participation within the thought: '' if i eat meat i see and experience my excretion to be harder, then when i do not eat meat.'' become afraid.
I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to direct myself - created fear in participation of the thought:'' if i eat meat i see and experience my excretion to be harder, then when i do not eat meat.'' towards myself, blaming myself for the experience of fear within myself that i actually self-created.
I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to connect abuse within me as to me having the thought:'' if i eat meat i see and experience my excretion to be harder, then when i do not eat meat.''
I forgive myself for accepting and allowing abuse to exist as a trigger point within me, which triggers the thought:'' if i eat meat i see and experience my excretion to be harder, then when i do not eat meat.''
I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to desire/want not to eat meat.
I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to desire/want not to eat meat to exist within and as me.
I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to connect the thought:'' if i eat meat i see and experience my excretion to be harder, then when i do not eat meat.'' to an emotional experience of resentment.
I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to participate in an emotional experience of resentment.
I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to go into an emotional experience of resentment, because i realized that i am not practically at the moment able to manifest a reality where meat cannot be eaten and does not have to be eaten for me to live.
I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to be resentful, because i realize that there is no quick solution to the problem of killing another living being in order for another to live here.
I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to be resentful, because i don't want to face my reality.
I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to desire/want a quick solution to simply make everything better and solve the problem of killing another to survive, because i don't want to face my current reality.
I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to refuse to face my current reality, but instead want to escape within just maybe stop eating meat, thinking and believing that this will solve the problem of killing another in order to survive.
O.k.that was it for now....
Bye bye...
Larry Manuela
Wednesday, 2 February 2011
30 and 31 of January.
Now these two days i cannot remember very well the specific thoughts i have had. But i do know that i have been in a lot of thinking and judging from my perspective regarding some people at my work.
There is this new girl at work and every man wants to be near her, just because she looks great, and she is a nice lady.
I was telling her, as we were working together that she must notice how all the man that are here are being nice and wanting to help you etc etc, but they just want your attention that is why they are all behaving like they do. Trying their best to be funny, while they are not funny at all.
I have also noticed that when some of the guys were talking about they not liking people who are quiet i reacted inside myself on this thing, and i also reacted on their comments, because, the truth is that i am quiet but not shy.And they think that i am shy to, but i am not and a reacted upon that,and especially when they brought the topic of quiet people being boring, i just wanted to comment on that but i did not because i already saw that it wasn't necessary any longer for me to react on that one, what i wanted to say was:'' that the world where we live in here is very boring, because we are doing the same boring things over and over again and again and don't even noticed when we are being such boring peoples.'' Everything we do is boring because we have done it already, especially those things that people consider to be entertaining. you all know; parties, holidays, free of work for a few days, going shopping, watching movies, go to church, all the sports and you name it, all of those things are boring, because all we already did them, only the scenario changes a little, but e.g. going to a party this weekend to have a good time, when you do it all the weekends, it is still you just going to the parties all weekends, even though the parties that you may present yourself at could be different and the people attending also being different, but the main subject is: ''party.''
All these two days i have masturbated again, after trying not to do that for a while.
I need to be more focused on my breath during the times when i feel like i am ready to hold my dick in my hands again. to me this is my key point that i have to embrace and then transcend.
Now up for forgiveness.
1) i forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to think and judge some people at work.
2) i forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to go into my mind and see the girl at work from the perspective of my mind instead of seeing her here in breath.
3) i forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to react upon the comments done in my direction putting myself in a position where i thought i had to defend ,myself.
4) i forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to not in the moment of saying what i needed to say, and let the moment pass without me saying what i needed to say.
5) i forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to masturbate again making myself time-loop again.
I am here i am in the moment as the moment as breath right here always.
Larry Manuela
There is this new girl at work and every man wants to be near her, just because she looks great, and she is a nice lady.
I was telling her, as we were working together that she must notice how all the man that are here are being nice and wanting to help you etc etc, but they just want your attention that is why they are all behaving like they do. Trying their best to be funny, while they are not funny at all.
I have also noticed that when some of the guys were talking about they not liking people who are quiet i reacted inside myself on this thing, and i also reacted on their comments, because, the truth is that i am quiet but not shy.And they think that i am shy to, but i am not and a reacted upon that,and especially when they brought the topic of quiet people being boring, i just wanted to comment on that but i did not because i already saw that it wasn't necessary any longer for me to react on that one, what i wanted to say was:'' that the world where we live in here is very boring, because we are doing the same boring things over and over again and again and don't even noticed when we are being such boring peoples.'' Everything we do is boring because we have done it already, especially those things that people consider to be entertaining. you all know; parties, holidays, free of work for a few days, going shopping, watching movies, go to church, all the sports and you name it, all of those things are boring, because all we already did them, only the scenario changes a little, but e.g. going to a party this weekend to have a good time, when you do it all the weekends, it is still you just going to the parties all weekends, even though the parties that you may present yourself at could be different and the people attending also being different, but the main subject is: ''party.''
All these two days i have masturbated again, after trying not to do that for a while.
I need to be more focused on my breath during the times when i feel like i am ready to hold my dick in my hands again. to me this is my key point that i have to embrace and then transcend.
Now up for forgiveness.
1) i forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to think and judge some people at work.
2) i forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to go into my mind and see the girl at work from the perspective of my mind instead of seeing her here in breath.
3) i forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to react upon the comments done in my direction putting myself in a position where i thought i had to defend ,myself.
4) i forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to not in the moment of saying what i needed to say, and let the moment pass without me saying what i needed to say.
5) i forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to masturbate again making myself time-loop again.
I am here i am in the moment as the moment as breath right here always.
Larry Manuela
Tuesday, 1 February 2011
Blogging for sponsorship Larry Manuela
Hello Everyone,
Let me start with introducing myself first.
My name is Larry Alexander Manuela, and I was born on the island of Bonaire in the Caribbean and the year was 1972.
I have been searching all my life so to speak, because I am only 38 years now, but I have been searching to understand why it is things are not the way we talk and wish things to be, with this I mean, why things are not ''good'' as we all want it to be. We see the wrong things in the world but some of us are all talking about wanting change and you name it, but the actuality of the change never comes and we are not really doing enough and what is practically necessary to bring the actual living change for all, so we don't keep on repeating endlessly, needlessly and purposelessly the same experiences over and over again and again.
Throughout my searches and for a couple of months now I have come to meet some people who are really serious about bringing this change that we are all dreaming about in a practical manner, and one that is best for all living things on the planet.
But in order for this all to happen, for each one of us to be more effective in being active participants and re-educate ourselves in such a way so we can later on in time assist and support others when their time of being self-honest arrives after they have fallen into the current system, something that eventually is doomed to happen, no-matter who you are and what your status, your positioning on the planet, your language, your belief, your culture, it all doesn't matter, the time where one brakes will come and this for each individual being. I know that what I am expressing here is a little bit difficult to understand, and very difficult for those who are clinched to their believes, whatever that might be.
Now due to my financial situation in my placement here on the planet right now, is it very difficult for me to pay the necessary courses that I need to re-educate myself in order to be more effective. As it is at the moment i am working but it is of a contract of 3 months only, and i do not know what is going to happen after those 3 months. I have no financial security as it is right now in order for me to do what it necesary to be done, in order to learn, to re-educate myself in order to later on be more effective in this world system as it is.
The reason I am writing to you, whomever you may be, is to ask you to be my sponsor.
Before you think that it is more based on asking for money specifically, I must say that this is not the case. It is me being very serious about this task that is the highest form of compassion one can achieve or live in the face of what is needed for us all to live a decent life here on this planet without causing harm and abuse, on all levels of our participation here on the planet.
The course I am participating in is a course that will take one year to complete and the costs for this course is € 1200,-
the name of the course is called ITD( introduction to desteni)
Now let me explain who these people are before you go and have any assumption on who they are, because once again these are not the people who are playing games when it comes to being serious about the practical change that is necessary to be lived In order for change to really happen.
These group of people are the only people I know who are really doing everything possible for us all to have a decent life here on this planet while we are here and so when we leave this planet we don't leave a mess for our children behind, and not only that, leave them in ignorance and incapable of being creative in any ways to change the mess that they will be in, due to our poor responsibility towards all that is of life right here.
And here I put the link of the website of these people whom I am following so you can have a more amplified view of who they are and what exactly they are doing and also how, and why, all the question that you may have.
This is the website: www.desteni.co.za
I cannot stress this enough, to please not to judge what you will hear and read on the website, because you cannot just have a quick glance on some information and think that you know enough to judge them and discard what they are saying and especially what they are standing for with every breath of there being, in every moment that they are here.
I know that you may ask: '' but why if they want to help, support, and assist, are they asking their followers for money..??''
It is very simple........in the current situation of this world, money has become the number one tool that is being used for movement to happen, and they are just using that tool in order for them to implement their ideals and more, their solution into the world in a few years, and the money you sponsor would not be used to in-rich them, but more so to build a system where soon more and more people who will be coming in for re-education and can't afford all of that, then the money would be used to assist and support them. The more of us participate the more we can assist and support each other especially in these daring circumstances that are already here and will become worse and worse.
Through this blog, I am asking you to consider my request and not to judge me and think that I am asking a sponsorship for stupid things, because I am really serious about this and will not misuse the money sponsored in anyway whatsoever.
If you decide to sponsor me, can you please be anonymous about this.
The reason I say this is because I also want to know if you are a person who are serious and are not sponsoring only because you yourself want to make some money back out of it.
In the initial stages this would not be possible due to this organization being one that is not into making profit. One more time the money that you sponsor is only being used In order to create an equal money
system later in the future, the only system that would initially bring everyone in a position where they can focus on working on themselves without any stress of not having money to take care of themselves like it is right now in the world.
If you are serious about sponsoring someone who is very serious about learning and changing himself in such a way where he could assist and support others in the near future in being honorable human beings and compassionate human beings, please do so, this is not a joke.
I am thanking you in advanced for your sponsorship and hope you can see the truth in all this and the importance of this all.
Sincerely yours.....,
Larry Alexander Manuela
Let me start with introducing myself first.
My name is Larry Alexander Manuela, and I was born on the island of Bonaire in the Caribbean and the year was 1972.
I have been searching all my life so to speak, because I am only 38 years now, but I have been searching to understand why it is things are not the way we talk and wish things to be, with this I mean, why things are not ''good'' as we all want it to be. We see the wrong things in the world but some of us are all talking about wanting change and you name it, but the actuality of the change never comes and we are not really doing enough and what is practically necessary to bring the actual living change for all, so we don't keep on repeating endlessly, needlessly and purposelessly the same experiences over and over again and again.
Throughout my searches and for a couple of months now I have come to meet some people who are really serious about bringing this change that we are all dreaming about in a practical manner, and one that is best for all living things on the planet.
But in order for this all to happen, for each one of us to be more effective in being active participants and re-educate ourselves in such a way so we can later on in time assist and support others when their time of being self-honest arrives after they have fallen into the current system, something that eventually is doomed to happen, no-matter who you are and what your status, your positioning on the planet, your language, your belief, your culture, it all doesn't matter, the time where one brakes will come and this for each individual being. I know that what I am expressing here is a little bit difficult to understand, and very difficult for those who are clinched to their believes, whatever that might be.
Now due to my financial situation in my placement here on the planet right now, is it very difficult for me to pay the necessary courses that I need to re-educate myself in order to be more effective. As it is at the moment i am working but it is of a contract of 3 months only, and i do not know what is going to happen after those 3 months. I have no financial security as it is right now in order for me to do what it necesary to be done, in order to learn, to re-educate myself in order to later on be more effective in this world system as it is.
The reason I am writing to you, whomever you may be, is to ask you to be my sponsor.
Before you think that it is more based on asking for money specifically, I must say that this is not the case. It is me being very serious about this task that is the highest form of compassion one can achieve or live in the face of what is needed for us all to live a decent life here on this planet without causing harm and abuse, on all levels of our participation here on the planet.
The course I am participating in is a course that will take one year to complete and the costs for this course is € 1200,-
the name of the course is called ITD( introduction to desteni)
Now let me explain who these people are before you go and have any assumption on who they are, because once again these are not the people who are playing games when it comes to being serious about the practical change that is necessary to be lived In order for change to really happen.
These group of people are the only people I know who are really doing everything possible for us all to have a decent life here on this planet while we are here and so when we leave this planet we don't leave a mess for our children behind, and not only that, leave them in ignorance and incapable of being creative in any ways to change the mess that they will be in, due to our poor responsibility towards all that is of life right here.
And here I put the link of the website of these people whom I am following so you can have a more amplified view of who they are and what exactly they are doing and also how, and why, all the question that you may have.
This is the website: www.desteni.co.za
I cannot stress this enough, to please not to judge what you will hear and read on the website, because you cannot just have a quick glance on some information and think that you know enough to judge them and discard what they are saying and especially what they are standing for with every breath of there being, in every moment that they are here.
I know that you may ask: '' but why if they want to help, support, and assist, are they asking their followers for money..??''
It is very simple........in the current situation of this world, money has become the number one tool that is being used for movement to happen, and they are just using that tool in order for them to implement their ideals and more, their solution into the world in a few years, and the money you sponsor would not be used to in-rich them, but more so to build a system where soon more and more people who will be coming in for re-education and can't afford all of that, then the money would be used to assist and support them. The more of us participate the more we can assist and support each other especially in these daring circumstances that are already here and will become worse and worse.
Through this blog, I am asking you to consider my request and not to judge me and think that I am asking a sponsorship for stupid things, because I am really serious about this and will not misuse the money sponsored in anyway whatsoever.
If you decide to sponsor me, can you please be anonymous about this.
The reason I say this is because I also want to know if you are a person who are serious and are not sponsoring only because you yourself want to make some money back out of it.
In the initial stages this would not be possible due to this organization being one that is not into making profit. One more time the money that you sponsor is only being used In order to create an equal money
system later in the future, the only system that would initially bring everyone in a position where they can focus on working on themselves without any stress of not having money to take care of themselves like it is right now in the world.
If you are serious about sponsoring someone who is very serious about learning and changing himself in such a way where he could assist and support others in the near future in being honorable human beings and compassionate human beings, please do so, this is not a joke.
I am thanking you in advanced for your sponsorship and hope you can see the truth in all this and the importance of this all.
Sincerely yours.....,
Larry Alexander Manuela
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