Monday 28 March 2011

A dream of today

I came home from work and was a little bit tired and decided that i wanted to go to sleep for a while.

Then i started to dream, i dreamed first scene was i was in a car driving somewhere, and i am saying driving here, but it is more like someone is driving and i am all over the place, but yet i am driving in the mountains,and it looked cold, but didn't felt cold. Then it started to rain.

And the scene change, suddenly i was like in a bay. And there was a great bridge in the middle of the bay but the odd thing about the bridge is one could not see the beginning nor the end of the bridge, one just assume that is must be connected to some land somewhere.
I can remember being all over this bay, and when i say ''all over'' i mean like in a hovering position, like i can see all things in different positions and can be everywhere at will.
There was a bear that could talk and had a fishing line and was trying to fish but didn't know how. And i could see as he was playing with this line, a shark approaching, the great white shark. And it was a huge one, i mean really big. when looked from above, the position i was looking at all this, the body of that shark took the whole center of the bay, and the bay was big. And the shark just took the line in its mouth but on its face i could see and sense somehow, that it was somehow playing with this bear, but yet i felt afraid and the shark came out with halve its body on the water and i told the bear; 'look you got a shark on the line man..!!'
Then i found myself on the beach with the bear and there was a young boy next to him and i can sense me being the young boy, but yet i am still in the hovering position. It's strange.

Then the dream changed again and i found myself looking at a stranger in a car driving and it felt like i was in a commercial, and it was about people who were talking about their experience of  being in a foreign country and renting a car and just drive off and explore the place. But it felt strange because i could be in the car as well as out of the car and yet feel the warmth of being in the car when i am out the car, like i didn't left the man in the car but yet i am out, i could be wherever i wanted to be....in front of the car and in the back and above it, all while it is moving, i could go and see ahead what was lying ahead on the road, but yet i am with this man in this commercial like scene. And when the man talked to himself i could hear what he was saying within me, it is like me talking to myself, but yet i was not that man,it felt strange. everything was very personal, all the scenes in the dream..........how should i put it....??   i felt like i am all that the dream was, but yet i am not. And i was also aware of me being the observer in the dream, but couldn't get it, what the observer is, you feel things like you feel with your human body, but yet i just know that i have no body, i am just all over the place and can be everywhere all over the place at will.

And everything happened like at night,but yet the night was not really dark as usual, as one would consider a night moment to be, it was like foggy. Like it is on the brink of morning, the morning sunlight is coming but not yet, and there is this semi-darkness look to it.

So what does this dream tell me..??
In this dream i had the realization of the dream, or that dreams are me, this is clear to me now, this is exactly how it felt, that the dreams i dream are me, not that i am having dreams, but the whole dream is me, but yet there is this sense of me not being the dream, but this sense of me not being the dream is not clear, it is foggy......lol



thanks



Larry Manuela

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